Statement: Challenges or stability?
I always thought I was someone who wants a sense of security. This applies to many aspects. Many things going on my mind recently. I am at a crossroad now. Shall I continue to embark on my stable journey with expected route and destination or shall I hook on to my tiny thread of youth for challenges and excitment and new discovery?
(1) Career. Been 2 and a half years into my first job. I would say besides the physical tireness, there is nothing tough about it. Initially I was glad and adored what I was doing but now it seems a bit too simple. Like I am not making use of my knowledge and capability. In other word, there is no breakthrough. I want to have that opportunity to develop and present my ideas in front of all the big bosses in the company and be indispensible. There is such an opportunity now, a position which ensure lotsa challenges and one which requires me to travel to different parts of Europe and interact with the important people of the company. This is such a tempting chance, just what I had been waiting for. But fear of regrets creeps inside me. What if I find out that I dont exactly look forward to that much challenges as I thought I would? What if I dont like the new environment? Sigh! So many what ifs...
(2) Car. Suddenly feel that I have not been saving much for a person who have been working for 2 over years. Realised that all the money seems to go into the installment for my car. Is it time to change to a smaller 1.6 car? I need to see my bank account GROW! European cars are known to be safer than the Japanese cars but the affordable European cars designs are so boring.. except for.....The Peugeot series. I fell in love with the 307 1.6 hatchback but that is like 10k more that the other common 1.6s. I dont like the Altis, seems like every Tom, Dick or Harry is driving that. Throw a stone on the road and you will most probably hit an Altis. I quite like the Mazda 3. I like the design and their bright colours. :) I think the white looks cool on the road, like a police car. Geez.. But the thing now is, if I change to a 1.6, will I not be able to accustom to the slower pick up and the more inferior road-holding? Sigh!
